This made me really happy..... :)
Chris: I feel like you're my wife and I have to consult my finances with you.
Me: HEY, I'm just trying to help!
Chris: I know I know. You kinda like it too.
Me: I do. *cheesy smile.*
Chris: Can you really imagine yourself being married to me?
Me: I actually can.... Can you?
Chris: Yes, goobie... Otherwise I wouldn't have brought it up.
Me: Oh, okk.... *bigger smile.*
Chris: Why are we talking about this, babe? *laughs* You're only 19 and I'm 26.
Me: Obviously it's only IMAGINING it.... I know it's a bad thing, I guess.
Chris: No, It's a good thing that I thought about us like that.
Me: Oh.... Ok.... *giant smile.*
BACK ON MY DIET GRIND!
Since I get lunch breaks now for work, I can keep my meals on a schedule again! This is how it’ gonna work: 6 AM: wake up and eat breakfast. 9 AM: protein shake. 12 PM: lunch. 3 PM: protein shake. 6 PM: dinner with no carbs. 9 PM: protein shake. Gotta wake up every morning and bike and run every night before sleeping. I’m gonna seriously try and save up for a gym membership....
FIRST DAY AT MY NEW JOB!
Woke up late; at 6:30 AM hahaha. Left house at 7:08 AM Got to work at 8:00 AM -___________- (It normally takes 30 mins!) Slept in my car for 20 mins since I was 30 mins early! Clocked in and met my coworkers. Met Minh, who’s also 19 and he just started 2 weeks ago! (I’m not alone :]) Learned how to scan and began to scan A LOTTTT of documents. Listened in to Trang while she...
MY FIRST OFFICE JOB!
Today, I got hired at Nguyen & Luu, LLP Immigration Law. I’m SOSOSOSOSOSO excited! It’s not only my first office job, but it’s my first LAW FIRM JOB. I’m aspiring to be a lawyer one day and this could be the greatest opportunity for me to go to my dream school (UCLA LAW.) Ms. Luu (Of Nguyen & Luu) said she was very impressed with me and she really enjoyed...
Life's getting to be good.
Good friends, good guy, good friends, good vibes, good times. Finally is able to see the good in things rather than the bad. FINALLY. No matter what happens, I’m sure I’ll get to where I need to be. Just gotta suffer to grow and get through the bad to the good.
When my girlfriend and I fight, I tighten the top...
soledaadd: kellytubby: mizzyeffbaybee: mynameisianbro: ninjamike34: godaveydiegogo: thebackofabrownpaperbag: ho-isshortforhoney: Just so I can say: “OH YEAH, YOU NEED ME NOW, DON’T YOU?” HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Chrispy's cute and corny surprise.
We were looking for happy birthday cards for his mom and he made me go to another aisle while he took these pictures: Chrispy: I saw this picture and it reminded me of us. So I had an idea! Chrispy: Here’s us as young white kids….. Chrispy: And here is us.. As older white people! Chrispy: AND HERE WE ARE AS A BLACK COUPLE! Chrispy: Here we are as puppies…...
Finally realized that he really haven’t been doing anything wrong. In fact, he’s been MORE understanding. He’s done even cuter things for me. I was just crazy for some odd reason…. I don’t know why. I can’t explain why. I just was. I met two of his friends yesterday from high school and his cousin last week so I don’t think he’s hiding me anymore. We...
Sakura Shabu Shabu Restaurant :)
If it wasn’t for flash, you would have seen how red I actually was…. After chugging ONE Midori Sour hahahahahahhaa. I am indeed a weak sauce. Sakura Scorpion Drink! 8 or 9 different types of alcohol :) Drank that shit in like 10 mins! Well herro thar, Patrick Star ;] Don’t we both look so spiffy? I guess Danny too….. And of course Elric had to ruin this...
Angels game vs. The White Sox.
OM NOM NOM NOM! (Oops, covered his face…..) Chrispy’s high school friends :) Yep, I look creepy. BUT! We had matching T-shirts :) Nice payback…. Nice. LOL, btdubs Rosie is adorbz. Had to do it… Well, Chrispy had to. Chrispy: “this is gonna be our thing… Feet on chairs everywhere we go!” Hahaha.
You make me feel better after every breakdown that I have without even knowing it. You comfort me in my times of need and you seem so concerned for me at all times. Thank you for caring. Thank you for understanding. We do have our bad times but we make it up with even greater times after that. I’m grateful for you and our relationship. I’m happy to be where we are and I’m glad...
Everyone wants to get with you when you’re in a relationship, and no, it’s not...– Martyn Jean-Jacques (via sharmaineintendencia)
I feel so useless as a daughter.
Watching my parents go through so much hardship is killing me. My mom needs a back surgery that costs $25,000 but we don’t have even a third of that to provide for her. She has parkinsons and she’s getting worse by the day. She can’t even do a simple task like taking a shower or putting on clothes because her shoulders/arms hurt. Watching her walk around is so sad because she...
It's too hard to let go and forgive.
I will never forgive the person that scarred me for life. I will never forgive the person that made it impossible for me to trust anyone else in my present and future life. I will never let go of those two incidents in my life. I will never forget. I hate you both. I can’t get over it. I refuse to. I won’t let anyone, especially a guy do that to me again. I will never let anyone get...
I want some good news for once.
I’m tired of being disappointed. I’m tired of having hopes. I’m tired of looking towards something and having it to never happen. I’m tired of just being “optimistic.” I’m tired of thinking will actually work out for me. They never do. I need to stop thinking that they will. I want to stop my migraines. I want to stop my tears. I want to be genuinely...
Crying makes sleeping so much better....
Back into depression mode. Ah, I gave happiness a try. I guess I can’t do anything right at all. It’s ok though. It’s not like it’s anything new. I suck at life and suck at dealing with things. Oh yeah, I just suck. Eh.
Can you grant me a new body and mind? Thanks. Love, Me.
You know you’re depressed when you’re having an emotional/mental break down next to your significant other while he’s sleeping. You’re also trying to cry quietly so he won’t wake up because you don’t want to explain why you hate yourself.
I love Sara Sullivan and Wendy Doan. Because I...
Awwww Aprille ;] I loooove you too. Yes, you’re right. I tumblr stalked you. heheheheheh.
kristinconway: I think abortion should be illegal unless they can prove its rape. Lol you think you’re old enough to have sex? Okay you must be old enough to have a baby. Your fault. Your decisions. Deal with the consequences. A baby isn’t a part of any consequences. It is a blessing. However, I agree with the whole “take responsibility” concept.
All these emo ass posts late at night..
WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK MAN.. Why am I thinking/realizing all these things tonight? All I want is to sleep. Man, I’m so damn emo right now. WTF….. -__- I don’t like this at all. I hate keeping all of those things inside until I can’t keep anything in anymore and they explode on my tumblr… Hahaha…. Alas, off to sleep.
I think the reason why I shop so much for clothes is because I want to hide my insecurities from myself. No one knows that I’m REALLY insecure (except for a selected few) so it doesn’t really matter to them… To me though, it matters a lot. I don’t see a pretty girl with I look in the mirror. I don’t see anyone worthy of a handsome man… (Even though I already...
Sometimes I just want to give up.
Just give everything up. I don’t wanna deal with my school anymore. Don’t wanna deal my job anymore. Don’t wanna continue fighting with Chrispy anymore…. (Even though we don’t really have any big fights but just little disagreements/arguments.) I don’t wanna deal with family drama anymore…. I just want to give it all up. Go somewhere in solitude…....
I don't think I'm gonna ever be ready to be in...
I honestly do not know what love truly is. The only thing that has gotten me anywhere close to it was super intense infatuation that I thought was love. To me, that counts as my “first love.” Although that title was defiled and being taken advantage of, I don’t think I can love someone for awhile. Sure, I think about it sometimes. I think about what love really is. I think about...
When God made my girlfriend
ayyodante: everydaygay: cavila18: LOLOLOLOLOL. Sweet :)
Just bought BFF's birthday gift online :)
Hopefully it’ll come in time for her birthday dinner so I can give it to her! I plan to make it super cute and sappy looking too ;] Awwwwwwwwwwwwww yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
retroaddiction23: This. I miss this feeling. ...
It's funny how some friends treat me like I'm so...
They come into my life and hang out with me frequently for a certain amount of time, then leave. They stop hitting me up, they stop calling, they stop inviting, etc. It’s not like I’m not used to it but shit, it’s getting kinda annoying when it’s been going back and forth on that for awhile now. If you wanna hang out with me, then hang out with me. If you don’t, then...
i'm a sucker
michellenn4ever: for women crying. when i i finished putting the last of my things in my car, i walked over to wendys father and gave him my keys. i went into the living room and said goodbye to wendy’s mother but when i was getting ready to leave, wendy’s mom called me and i went in the kitchen. she walked up to me and hugged me tightly. she told me she loved me and wishes me luck with my...
Sakura's Special mixed drink. (forgot the official...
It has 8 or 9 different types of alcohol in it and it cost $25 bucks. It was fucking strong but all you can taste is the orange and pineapple juice. It was DELISH. The guys chugged it and got wayyy tipsy afterward. You can’t see because of the flash but the slice of orange was on fire :) Pretending to drink it like a bosss….. (You can obviously tell since I was making that face...
I HATE FOOD POISONING.
I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. No more Mexican food or any fair food >:[ I keep getting dry heaves cause I haven’t eaten anything all day so there’s nothing to throw up! I hate it! I can only eat Jello….. BUT WE DON’T HAVE ANY.
OC FAIR 2011 :}
First meal at OC fair! BBQ beef burger and Giant Western Sausage :) Did youuu lyyykee yo wienerrr? The “Bacon Maple Donut” O_O Before……….. After…. Lol, we couldn’t finish either of them.. TOO FATTENING. Yuuuummmzzzz! Deep Fried Snickers! Ok, you look a little bit too happy… Ordered a basket of Deep Fried Kool-Aid and Deep Fried...