February 2011
61 posts
January 2011
53 posts
Dear Panda Bear,
I deleted the last post I made for you because I couldn’t write what I felt. So here’s a newer one and an even better one :) I’m sorry if I sound really mushy and gay but it’s how I feel about you, babe. Please read it all the way through.
Thank you so much for putting up with me and my crazy/paranoid/clingy/whiny butt. I know you’re not clingy and you want your...
GOD WE WERE SO CUTE.. WHAT HAPPENED?! :(
john chang: my nose is runny...
Wendy Doan: then go catch it!
Wendy Doan: ahahahaah
Wendy Doan: man im lame
john chang: yea... pretty gay
Wendy Doan: you still like me
john chang: yes..yes i do
danielsayswhat:
Marques Houston - Everything
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Baby girl made me dinner today :)
Best fraaan made me dinner&dessert today :) She made White chicken Chili with cheese filled Crescent Rolls. For dessert, she made “no pudge” brownies hahaha. I think my life is going great. Despite the fact that I’m low on money and other shit, I have great friends like her. I’ve been asking for a girl best friend ever since the summer but the right girl for that...
FUCK I BLOG REALLY GOOD LATE AT NIGHT. Hahaha.
Awkward.
My whole life I’ve been awkward. I’ve gotten better in social situations but I’m still pretty fucking awkward hahaha. Ever since elementary school I’ve gotten made fun of because of being awkward/weird. I think this is why I can’t have “cool” Asian friends LOLOL. I realize that I’m awkward but I really can’t change that. I want to, but I...
Could we really have it all?
My best friend and I have NEVER been happy at the same time. We’re like Will&Grace. One of us would be happy while the other one is down in the dumps. It’s been like this for the longest time but I have a feeling like that streak has ended. Why I think we have it all is because of our current lives. Even though he has a very serious “condition” to deal with, I feel like...
Yeah..
I’m still really scared to let people in. I’m REALLY REALLY REALLY afraid of getting hurt again. I don’t want to get a late night phone call from a random number only to know that it’s my boyfriend’s OTHER girlfriend. I don’t want to have that gut wrenching feeling ever again. I don’t want to look like a fool because I didn’t notice the signs or look...
Why do people cheat?
I really want to know. I’m not like trying to be mean or whatever but I honestly just want to know. Why? Is it because you feel so emotionally disconnected from your significant other that you seek that emotional comfort else where? Is it because your spouse is either really unattractive to you or the person you’re cheating with is way more attractive than the person you’re with?...
"You're such a great person. I like the fact that...
You know those FB status games? The “like this status and I’ll tell you something I like and don’t like about you” type of deal? Yeah, I get bored and I go along with it to see what people think of me. This is the most general answer out of everyone. What I don’t get is…. If you think I’m such a great person, then why don’t you try to be my friend...
gutgrinder:
i know this is overplayed on the...
Behind every beautiful girl is their gay...
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Unfollow!?
Why do people unfollow me when I post shit? :( I mean, I get it that I don’t blog on a regular basis… Only when I have to vent or something to share on tumblr… Usually it comes together and it seems like I’m spamming your dash lawwwl BUT STILL! You guys shouldn’t unfollow me just because I blog >:[ I unfollow people if they don’t blog so why the heck are you...
Random ass trip to LA for a drag queen show :)
I just thought this picture came out realllyy good.
Only in LA :)
Awwww bifffle<3
:)
Kisssseh fo meeeeehhh?
Look, its our favorite bartender!
Omg she was my favorite drag :)
Awww how cute :)
The one in the black dress was my favorite. She had a better body than some real women ahhhaha.
Losing weight part II
So I’ve stopped working out because of my “girl days” and because I’ve been dating John. Damn it, why do I always let myself go when I date someone?! :( Now I feel more insecure about myself because I’m not as fit as I used to be. I was working out for a little bit then the monthly came and I just stopped. But NOW I enrolled in 2 units of gym so now I HAVE to go haha...
New Best Friend?
I think Anna is becoming my new bff. LOL I never thought that she and I would go this far into our friendship but I’m glad we did. We’re not SUPER SUPER SUPER close yet but hopefully we’ll get there soon. I’m glad she’s a “bff” of mine because she’s a really good friend. A better friend than most people I know.
Has a stable job.
Own place and car.
...
Wendy and Anna's date list!
Anna made me think of cute things to do with her since I made one for Sebastian LOL. Ok, Anna here it is! I think it’s a good idea too since John isn’t into the whole “list” thing cause he’s more of a “go with the flow” kinda guy. So you’re going to be my lovey dovey boyfriend since John isn’t into this shit hahhaha.
With the boys (double...
RAGE, EastWestLA, Sheddy's, Macaroni Grill,...
So this weekend was very eventful…. ahaha. I usually don’t blog about what I did the whole entire weekend but this weekend was way too eventful so I wanted to write down my memories so I can look back on it and laugh :)
Friday: Babe picked me up from school and went back to my house so he could relax and napped for a bit. I ended up finally taking off his painted toes -_- And I WAXED...
Unreliable bitches.
Well I’ve been putting this topic off because I didn’t want to deal with the emotional wreck that comes with admitting it. Since some of the people I’m referring to follow me on tumblr, I will not disclose their information or name for the sake that they won’t come to me and bother me about it.
Anyways, back to my vent. I always try my best to be a good friend to people....
2002 LEXUS ES300!!
HOLLLLLYYYY FUCCCCKK. My mom today asked me if I wanted my dad’s car. He has a 2002 Lexus ES300 like this one. They have been keeping it in reallyyyy good condition so it still looks new and everything. I asked my mom if she was serious because they offered me this car once before when I didn’t have my current car. They ended up not giving it to me that time because I...
I need a second job....
I’m just gonna put Lee’s Sandwiches as a back up job cause they’re just really flexible with my schedule… LOL but I need more hours so I’m gonna need a second job. I’m gonna go job hunting again once my car is done being fixed. The good thing is, my financial aid will help me survive until I get a second job :) I can’t spend all of it because I’m...
fuckyeahsmoothbeats:
Bow Wow ft. Omarion - Let...
SANTA BARBARA WEEKEND!
I only took pictures on Friday because of the party they had for Cory and Claire lol. I didn’t get a chance to take pics with everyone else only with the 5 of us hahahaha. Lame, I know. There were too many fucking people at that party anyways and most of them were rude -_-
HAPPY BIRFFDAYYYY BABY BOYYY<3
Hawwwt shiettt.
You’s a cutie, boy.
Baby boy’s boyfraaaan,...
undefinedmind:
BUZZIN || MANN
Man I feel like...
I am officially a Fullerton College student.
Fuck you, Cypress College.
Sometimes i hate being different.
Right now, I really wish I looked like a typical Asian girl.
I wish I was/have:
5’5” or 5’6”.
110 lbs or less.
B or C cups and a smaller ass.
Better hair.
Smaller head.
Better style.
More tan.
Better smile.
Different personality. (The personality that all Asian girls have LOL)
Fit in better with other Asian people.
A group of girl friends who all look similar...
Parkinson's Disease Cont.
My mother is starting to forget more and more as the months pass by. She keeps forgetting when she called me or if she took her meds. She even forgot what “catering” meant when I told her I was going to help Lee’s with a catering job. She doesn’t remember any of my friends except for Cory. She remembers Anna as “the white girl” and David because she really liked...
Dear 2011,
Help me grow and change into a better person with an even bigger heart than the one I currently have. Please help me meet memorable people and help me get closer to some of them. Please help me overcome my trust issues completely so I can be happy. Be good to me, 2011. If you are going to fuck me over, then at least make it something minor so I won’t completely hate this year by the end.
...
Meet Flopps, Patch, and Eeyore!
The results of not winning me a Hello Kitty doll from the machine hahaha.
Flopps is awkwardly cute :)
Boiling Crab, Round 1, and random ass adventures...
So this weekend was a lot of fun. We had a double date with his two high school friends and they’re soooo cute together :)
Who’s got a moooostache? Frenchy the fry.
2 lbs of ‘triple x’ shrimp, 2 lbs of ‘mild’ shrimp, 1 lb of ‘non spicy’ blue crab, 6 “super spicy” hot wings, 1 basket of “medium” fries. And yes, all...
killinglies:
The RedLand - So Far
WTF?! Apparently I'm cute when I'm clingy....
Wendy Doan: AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAUGHING
Jackson Kwong: because he's right. your cute when your clingy LOL
Wendy Doan: im still mad at him
Jackson Kwong: LOL idk hes right.. LOL
Wendy Doan: how is he right
Jackson Kwong: its cute LOL
Wendy Doan: how is it cute....
Jackson Kwong: idk it just is LOL
Jackson Kwong: take it as a compliment jeez. dont gotta get defensive homieee
Dear Self,
I know you’re hurt. I know you have a lot of bad memories from your past. I know that it sucks to be the “crazy” one but its time to let go. You have chased away many people in your life because of your trust issues. You haven’t let anyone in to help you. You’ve kept all your pain inside hoping that it would go away. Let me tell you something. It hasn’t gone...
I'm done.
I’m so done being unhappy. I’m fed up with causing myself stress and worrying about nothing. I’m done having trust issues. I know I’ve blogged a few times about my trust issues before, but this time I actually want to change. I’M REALLY GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I’m going to get off my ass and do productive things so I won’t have time to think about...
“We’re all scared, Professor Mosby. Doesn’t being scared let you know...”
– How I Met Your Mother Season 5.
HAHAHA shit.
Jackson Kwong: LOL aww :) you have trust issues? never thought it be true! you seem so confident in yourself.
What most people tell me… haha duh, I rock my fake confidence. If you act like a scared little bitch then you get treated like a scared little bitch. Psh.